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Grief is Hard To Figure Out At Times!

Published on 3/23/2019
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I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE GRIEF PROCESS- AM I DOING IT RIGHT?

I announced after taking time off from being on I B O Toolbox , that I Was Grieving the loss of my sister, Carla.

I am doing o k but it has only been 6 weeks since her passing but what is baffling me, Why am I not just non-stop overwhelmed with depression, sadness and anxiety?

Me And My Sister Were Very Close, I mean the closest member of my family. I Was there when she was getting her treatments and I was by her side in Hospice. I had some crying bouts at first and i am very sensitive especially when losing people.

IS IT BECAUSE I SUFFERED A NEAR EXPERIENCE AND BRIEFLY SAW HEAVEN WHY I AM NOT CRYING, ANGRY OR DEPRESSED?

I don't Know!

Maybe it is because I am 48 getting ready to turn 49 in July that I Want to live life more and be active

I have lost 25 lbs since her funeral and I eat but just i just healthier and being more active.

I Don't Know!

I was talking to my friend and i said shouldn't I be more upset or is it because i watched her suffer and realize her suffering is over, maybe i am at peace with it and know she is in such a better place then i could ever imagine on earth!

Just Very Curious, I am glad i am not depressed, I still Miss her but for some reason i am very at peace with this because I even took death of loved ones and friend even harder but that was before my experience

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